its really easy for anyone to sit down and hate everything. finding the bad in stuff seems to be what people in general are good at. the creating our own is what catches us at a blind moment. ive been doing that for seventeen years now. the nocreating part. i mean sure ive had my who-ha whoopy moments, who hasnt. but im talking about creating something big and important at least for myself. ive done pretty much every rediculus stupid sterotypical “bad teen”  move, and yet i consider myself one of the farthest from being a “bad teen” not to mention i dont have the cool status to truley fit the bill.

so, if your going to judge at least read the thought through. im not going to be one of politically corect people and state things as nicely as a sunflower, or cherry pie. ive got alot to say, and to come out honestly it wont be nice…well i guess my bitcheyness might add a little to that…buut we all have our corks. =]. dont be afariad of telling me what you think, i love hearing new ideas and points of views, but dont get pissed when i tell you mine as well.

stay true.

-illusion of a sinner-