Teaser

I’m not goint to stop writing here just because im trying to avoid something, or someone, this is my freedom. My perogitive. I stoped for awhile but i dont really care that much anymore, Just know that you will never really know me. I don’t like the way you think about the world, it scares me, the reason you will never know me is because you dont think like i do, and although you may know my words, you will never know my heart. You can read all my work and steal my ideas some more, but really it wont get you anywhere with me. I dont really like you, please leave me alone. I’m sorry i didn’t have the ballz to say this to your face, but there we have it. Your a creepy to nice, plz stay away. kaythanksbye.

SIDE NOTE: this is to someone i used to like until i realized i really dont know him at all, and nor do i want to. i messed up the first time in saying goodbye to you because i didn’t really have  a reason to, but now i know your a creeper, not for the things you’ve done, but the way you precieve them.

i’m giving you this umbrella and wishing you safety and love, but it is time we part ways. it has been a great journey.

i know what your thinking.

and if you are ever in need of a good song, but grow tired of fall out boy, i suggest Senses Fail, their best song and one i dedicate it to you, Calling All Cars.

hopefully, we at least had a few good laughs. it’s time however, to go back to real life.

-my last loves going out-NOW- hope ya caught em. peace.

Side Note: i know what your thinking, “i just shit my pants!!!” dood that sucks, good luck cleaning that out. Good bye my good friend, i will remember these times as pleasant ones, where sleep was foreign and laughs were often. Savor these last words of mine, until i become famous and you can hear my words whenever you choose. Im so sorry it had to end this way, this terrible way…but get over it. =/. =p. lol, i know you will. 

final score. 

INIDANS : WON!!!! [duh, because were awesome]

GLASSES : ZERO!!!! [because i will always win, biotch]

Confessions Of a Shelleymiester

things to keep in mind.

1. Procrastination is how i work..at anything..like ..[to be continued]

2. I wear dirty jeans when i run out of clean ones, or when the ones i really want to wear are dirty. Undies some time too. =[. hehe.

3. I shave my legs once in a great while, not ever other day like i should.

4. I DO care how i look, all the time, when i look good, i feel good.

5. I'm terrible at putting on makeup. and often look like Frankenstein's bride to be, yes i could give Mary Shelley's characters a run for their money.

6. Google and Dictionary.com are my number one most used resources when i dont know what someone is talking about.

7. At least 50% of what i talk about has to do with me. and yes, i am self centered.

8. Anything that makes me laugh i will like. when it comes to laughter i'm an addictee.

[i laugh at mean things]

9. I have the memory of a Gold fish, and i refer to all of my friends to “that one dood” for the first three weeks of hanging out.

10. I spy on the neighbors, and read magazines front to cover when i get them [which is why i dont]

11. I enjoy threatening to beat people up, even though i would lose any battle i got into, because im a wimp.

12. I’m slightly bipolar. i think. and i cant make a solid decision and follow through with it.

13. I also enjoy dancing in my pantys and singing in the shower. I cant play my guitar to save my life. && i forget half of my great ideas before i can put them down on paper.

14. I probably act like a mom alot, not sure, but probably.

15. I love odd n random things, but when you stop to think about it, im really not much of either, im just as predictable as anyone else. like, i freaking die for good kisses. and cry during sad movies. and not sad movies.

16. I’m a really big baby and act like a spoiled brat, but most of the time try and pass off as a really analytical knower of all. once i get set on a point of view i wont budge. i can’t even make myself budge.

17. I love all animals and might be considered a hippie, without the grose things like dread locks and taking showers once every month. but i dont like wearing shoes.

18. 11 is my lucky number, and i dont know how thats a confession but there we go.

More Random Things.

to think about.

1. To build a fire you do not need a stradigy guide.

2. Dark Cloud is a really time consuming easy game. I Love It. If you ever have to much spare time on your hands for an extended amount of time i recomend it. PS2 only [if your cool].

3. Drinking makes everything alot funnier. If you have a friend who wont really open up, take them drinking they’ll open up from laughter, and if not who cares cuz your to busy laughing your ass off to care.

4.short hair looks really bad in the morning no matter what, at least if its unhealthy stright hair.

5. when you lose one of your boots, turn your room upside down to find it, give up, then two days later find it the other boot will have vanished in the mean time.

6. i wish there was a 7/11 near my house. i could go for some good nachos and a slurpee right about now.

7. don’t move to a small town. just don’t.

8. sometimes it’s good to listen to the other voice, the one that says “dooo eiit” when your “good” half says otherwise. who defines good anyways?

9. some people will just never understand.

Over dramatic.

You know its bad when your drama teacher calls you “over dramatic”. But then again she also didn’t like me that much.

hehehe.