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I love my family, im so glad that i got an ok bunch. I mean, sure they have their problems but no one is perfect, and its stuff like having your little sister who you barley know write a paper that says she looks up to you just fills your heart. awww, i feel special. thanks t.

although i do love my family i still cant wait to move outta my moms place. good freaking lord it will be nice to finally be on my own! then i will be free at last!!! free as a bird.

Out of the commandments there is only one that i can ever really remember, The 11th Commandment. Thou Shalt Not Get Caught.

This is the one that strangely enough i learned from my mother, oh i know-the many mystery’s of my family! Any ways, this is one that at the moment my bf is having alot of troubles with. He got caught a few months ago spent awhile in juvie and is now on probation. You know how it is though, no matter if your on probation or not, if you got outta juvie awhile ago your ego has probably grown and you might just have the balls to keep doing stupid shit. Some times i even wonder if he wants to go back in there, just for the hell of it, or something, but then, i cant really see why he would.

The thing is, everyone, or so they say everyone, has the time in which they start to question authority, some get caught doing things they shouldn’t because of this, and everyone has to deal with the consequences of it. Usually what you have to deal with is putting on a face doing everything right. Which is the part that i personally hate. Why cant we just be free is the question that i usually ask. But someone who is good at it can get away with it their entire lives, someone who isn’t either learns how to or goes back to following the rules and becoming a sheep.

My main question in life right now is, what makes it worth it all? what is the good stuff? thats not a question that anyone can answer for me, i know this, but seriously, i know there has got to be something out there because i’ve already ruled out the option of death, but still the question remains for now.

As we walk through the valley of shadow and flames

Every day is like a new discovery, every glance is suddenly a new opportunity, where some people see death and destruction, ruins in mass,  a grave yard waiting to happen, suddenly i see a rose coming into bloom and the sparks that fly before the first kiss, the intensity of doing a flip for the first time, your heart pounding in intensity as you race a friend.

His name is Bullet, and he is the Cutest. cat. He runs into walls, and has already lost his balls. He is the essence of loving, and the terror in other felines young and old alike. I love my cat.

umbrella.jpgi’m giving you this umbrella and wishing you safety and love, but it is time we part ways. it has been a great journey.

i know what your thinking.

th_ihateyou.jpgand if you are ever in need of a good song, but grow tired of fall out boy, i suggest Senses Fail, their best song and one i dedicate it to you, Calling All Cars.

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hopefully, we at least had a few good laughs. it’s time however, to go back to real life.

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-my last loves going out-NOW- hope ya caught em. peace.

Side Note: i know what your thinking, “i just shit my pants!!!” dood that sucks, good luck cleaning that out. Good bye my good friend, i will remember these times as pleasant ones, where sleep was foreign and laughs were often. Savor these last words of mine, until i become famous and you can hear my words whenever you choose. Im so sorry it had to end this way, this terrible way…but get over it. =/. =p. lol, i know you will. 

final score. 

INIDANS : WON!!!! [duh, because were awesome]

GLASSES : ZERO!!!! [because i will always win, biotch]

things to keep in mind.

1. Procrastination is how i work..at anything..like ..[to be continued]

2. I wear dirty jeans when i run out of clean ones, or when the ones i really want to wear are dirty. Undies some time too. =[. hehe.

3. I shave my legs once in a great while, not ever other day like i should.

4. I DO care how i look, all the time, when i look good, i feel good.

5. I'm terrible at putting on makeup. and often look like Frankenstein's bride to be, yes i could give Mary Shelley's characters a run for their money.

6. Google and Dictionary.com are my number one most used resources when i dont know what someone is talking about.

7. At least 50% of what i talk about has to do with me. and yes, i am self centered.

8. Anything that makes me laugh i will like. when it comes to laughter i'm an addictee.

[i laugh at mean things]

9. I have the memory of a Gold fish, and i refer to all of my friends to “that one dood” for the first three weeks of hanging out.

10. I spy on the neighbors, and read magazines front to cover when i get them [which is why i dont]

11. I enjoy threatening to beat people up, even though i would lose any battle i got into, because im a wimp.

12. I’m slightly bipolar. i think. and i cant make a solid decision and follow through with it.

13. I also enjoy dancing in my pantys and singing in the shower. I cant play my guitar to save my life. && i forget half of my great ideas before i can put them down on paper.

14. I probably act like a mom alot, not sure, but probably.

15. I love odd n random things, but when you stop to think about it, im really not much of either, im just as predictable as anyone else. like, i freaking die for good kisses. and cry during sad movies. and not sad movies.

16. I’m a really big baby and act like a spoiled brat, but most of the time try and pass off as a really analytical knower of all. once i get set on a point of view i wont budge. i can’t even make myself budge.

17. I love all animals and might be considered a hippie, without the grose things like dread locks and taking showers once every month. but i dont like wearing shoes.

18. 11 is my lucky number, and i dont know how thats a confession but there we go.

  • My name is Shelley Michelle
  • I am currently a loner [because of circumstances]
  • I in general love people
  • I am a happy by nature girl under to much stress
  • weather or not you keep the “common area clean” has nothing to do with how polite a person is. not all polite people keep the “common area clean” completely.
  • Could this world handle any more stupidity? please do not associate my lazy cleaning habits with how nice i am to people. the two don’t decipher each other.
  • I miss living easy.
  • I want true happiness.

as we stand in our glass case
in a museum, just to be on display
every move is a new act
of what we want to portray
sitting and waiting always
for a new day
remember remember
the fifth of november
living in fear
without you near
what have we here?
in the shadows, in the dead of night
hiding behind your curtains
is where you stash your true self
in the bleak and empty quiet before
the sun rises once again
she’ll come out for momentary relief
don’t worry it wont last long
you be back to you porcelain faces
before dawn.

1. Some times when your so excited, you maybe should hide it. Not everyone can pull off being male and singing like a chick. ; )

2.If all else fails when you have a bunch of people over at your house, say fuck it, sit down and play video games. It works for almost anything too, don’t wanna do the dishes-video games, procrastinating homework- video games, ignoring your friends? – video games.

3. When your sister wont do any laundry just tell her she can’t wear your clothes any more, she’ll run out of pantys soon enough.

4. Piece of advise, I know cleaning sucks, even comparable to the worlds biggest balls kinda sucks, but you should clean so you don’t get a bug problem and then following that a spider infestation, which givin enough time will eventually attract mice or rats. not pretty. just clean, get it over with. kay?

5. The silent treatment will get anything out of somebody, use with caution though, you might lose them as a friend if abused, although if your trying to lose them it will only encourage drama. no fun.

6. If you name your cat bullet [or any other witty name implying greatness] he will eventually get tired of being hyper all day and sleep nonstop.

7. People will assume anything you let them, so say fuck it and prove their assumptions right before they get the chance to make it, like say doing random acts of kindness such as putting a rubber band around their sink hose. [for anyone who doesn't know thats a little sprayer next to the fosit in some house's it comes in handy in kitchen wars.]

8. The Discovery Channel is the best. well, after Youtube, and blasting music to piss off the neighbors that is.

9. Don’t ask. It’s easier to get forgiveness than get permission, especially when the rents have already said no. [this one is a bit clishe and over used, but it's a goodun none the less]

10. When no tums are available try 1tsp of baking soda[?] and some water, works wonders, even on the spins.

Im Lovin It <3

Mc Donald’s buns have got
nothing on your round
perfect buns
your hair smells as good
as french frys taste and
shines like salt in the sun
walking under the golden arches
reminds me of lying in your bumpy biceps
people get dollar menu food
for the deal, but if i spent a million dollars
on you, it’d still be a deal
your lips are as big, thick,
and juicy as the tasty
mc nugget
your cream is as sweet
as a mc flurrys
you have less acne
than the cashier
your floors are always clean
Mc D’s calls everyday asking
for your ball pit
You are the greatest Happy Meal
i ever had
[ & you don't come from mc donalds ]

ba da bop bop bop baa
im lovin you

So, i don’t know what’s going to happen from here on out, but i’ve realized that- hey, you just can’t make every body happy, so right now shoot for yourself then along the way hopefully you can bring up some one else, and that will be THE ABSOLUTE BEST!!!!

but once someone makes up their mind all you can do is let them realize their mistake and help them out with they fall.

i just hope i can get that little bit of happiness back that i never had.