i’m giving you this umbrella and wishing you safety and love, but it is time we part ways. it has been a great journey.

i know what your thinking.

and if you are ever in need of a good song, but grow tired of fall out boy, i suggest Senses Fail, their best song and one i dedicate it to you, Calling All Cars.

hopefully, we at least had a few good laughs. it’s time however, to go back to real life.

-my last loves going out-NOW- hope ya caught em. peace.

Side Note: i know what your thinking, “i just shit my pants!!!” dood that sucks, good luck cleaning that out. Good bye my good friend, i will remember these times as pleasant ones, where sleep was foreign and laughs were often. Savor these last words of mine, until i become famous and you can hear my words whenever you choose. Im so sorry it had to end this way, this terrible way…but get over it. =/. =p. lol, i know you will. 

final score. 

INIDANS : WON!!!! [duh, because were awesome]

GLASSES : ZERO!!!! [because i will always win, biotch]

Confessions Of a Shelleymiester

things to keep in mind.

1. Procrastination is how i work..at anything..like ..[to be continued]

2. I wear dirty jeans when i run out of clean ones, or when the ones i really want to wear are dirty. Undies some time too. =[. hehe.

3. I shave my legs once in a great while, not ever other day like i should.

4. I DO care how i look, all the time, when i look good, i feel good.

5. I'm terrible at putting on makeup. and often look like Frankenstein's bride to be, yes i could give Mary Shelley's characters a run for their money.

6. Google and Dictionary.com are my number one most used resources when i dont know what someone is talking about.

7. At least 50% of what i talk about has to do with me. and yes, i am self centered.

8. Anything that makes me laugh i will like. when it comes to laughter i'm an addictee.

[i laugh at mean things]

9. I have the memory of a Gold fish, and i refer to all of my friends to “that one dood” for the first three weeks of hanging out.

10. I spy on the neighbors, and read magazines front to cover when i get them [which is why i dont]

11. I enjoy threatening to beat people up, even though i would lose any battle i got into, because im a wimp.

12. I’m slightly bipolar. i think. and i cant make a solid decision and follow through with it.

13. I also enjoy dancing in my pantys and singing in the shower. I cant play my guitar to save my life. && i forget half of my great ideas before i can put them down on paper.

14. I probably act like a mom alot, not sure, but probably.

15. I love odd n random things, but when you stop to think about it, im really not much of either, im just as predictable as anyone else. like, i freaking die for good kisses. and cry during sad movies. and not sad movies.

16. I’m a really big baby and act like a spoiled brat, but most of the time try and pass off as a really analytical knower of all. once i get set on a point of view i wont budge. i can’t even make myself budge.

17. I love all animals and might be considered a hippie, without the grose things like dread locks and taking showers once every month. but i dont like wearing shoes.

18. 11 is my lucky number, and i dont know how thats a confession but there we go.

Todays Important Random Facts

1. Some times when your so excited, you maybe should hide it. Not everyone can pull off being male and singing like a chick. ; )

2.If all else fails when you have a bunch of people over at your house, say fuck it, sit down and play video games. It works for almost anything too, don’t wanna do the dishes-video games, procrastinating homework- video games, ignoring your friends? – video games.

3. When your sister wont do any laundry just tell her she can’t wear your clothes any more, she’ll run out of pantys soon enough.

4. Piece of advise, I know cleaning sucks, even comparable to the worlds biggest balls kinda sucks, but you should clean so you don’t get a bug problem and then following that a spider infestation, which givin enough time will eventually attract mice or rats. not pretty. just clean, get it over with. kay?

5. The silent treatment will get anything out of somebody, use with caution though, you might lose them as a friend if abused, although if your trying to lose them it will only encourage drama. no fun.

6. If you name your cat bullet [or any other witty name implying greatness] he will eventually get tired of being hyper all day and sleep nonstop.

7. People will assume anything you let them, so say fuck it and prove their assumptions right before they get the chance to make it, like say doing random acts of kindness such as putting a rubber band around their sink hose. [for anyone who doesn't know thats a little sprayer next to the fosit in some house's it comes in handy in kitchen wars.]

8. The Discovery Channel is the best. well, after Youtube, and blasting music to piss off the neighbors that is.

9. Don’t ask. It’s easier to get forgiveness than get permission, especially when the rents have already said no. [this one is a bit clishe and over used, but it's a goodun none the less]

10. When no tums are available try 1tsp of baking soda[?] and some water, works wonders, even on the spins.

More Random Things.

to think about.

1. To build a fire you do not need a stradigy guide.

2. Dark Cloud is a really time consuming easy game. I Love It. If you ever have to much spare time on your hands for an extended amount of time i recomend it. PS2 only [if your cool].

3. Drinking makes everything alot funnier. If you have a friend who wont really open up, take them drinking they’ll open up from laughter, and if not who cares cuz your to busy laughing your ass off to care.

4.short hair looks really bad in the morning no matter what, at least if its unhealthy stright hair.

5. when you lose one of your boots, turn your room upside down to find it, give up, then two days later find it the other boot will have vanished in the mean time.

6. i wish there was a 7/11 near my house. i could go for some good nachos and a slurpee right about now.

7. don’t move to a small town. just don’t.

8. sometimes it’s good to listen to the other voice, the one that says “dooo eiit” when your “good” half says otherwise. who defines good anyways?

9. some people will just never understand.

Complicating Beauty

Today, i saw this picture of a rose and it had every single pedal on it a different neon color, it was kinda art full, but not really. Why would you do that? when somethings already pretty just how it is. Now its just a weird looking bunch of pedals wanting to be a rose. It’s ugly now. Where o’hh where has simplicity gone?

What happened to the days when dirt on your knee’s signified status as opposed to state of bum?

Where are the days when riding your bike was just cool and didn’t have to be “extreme” or “your a nerd” came into play.

Why can’t a girl have friends that are guys without being a slut?

[i could go on and on, im really tempted to but when i get on a roll it never ends]

my point, why does friend ship always need to go a step farther, why do you need “A’s” instead of “B’s”? and why is it that you need a receipt for everything. there is absolutely no trust. the love vanishes the farther away from home you go, and shit just builds up.

Take time, and appreciate things right now. Live in the moment and see how beautiful something can be without spicein it up. ehh?

Seeing In Reflection

just like

through the looking glass

there is a parallel universe

for everything

always simplifying everything

to discover meaning

explaining in the same ends.

background info hiding simple reactions

most common

who cares

get away words & wonder

always complicating things

sheer facts denying reality, such a delicate thing

are you sure

that while peering at yourself in an alternate surface that that is you?

how do you know

its not you in a different world

adding math seriously complicates the matter

as simple a thing it is

and geometry confuses the hell out of yes

in an alternate world we are sitting together

drinking tea at our favorite coffee shop.

[& i wish i could be there right now]

Video Editing 101

hopefully this will work. This is just the song, no fancy pants cool video…yet. =]. im going to try and make a video for it. i have NO idea what im doing, so google is my new best friend.yey.