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umbrella.jpgi’m giving you this umbrella and wishing you safety and love, but it is time we part ways. it has been a great journey.

i know what your thinking.

th_ihateyou.jpgand if you are ever in need of a good song, but grow tired of fall out boy, i suggest Senses Fail, their best song and one i dedicate it to you, Calling All Cars.

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hopefully, we at least had a few good laughs. it’s time however, to go back to real life.

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-my last loves going out-NOW- hope ya caught em. peace.

Side Note: i know what your thinking, “i just shit my pants!!!” dood that sucks, good luck cleaning that out. Good bye my good friend, i will remember these times as pleasant ones, where sleep was foreign and laughs were often. Savor these last words of mine, until i become famous and you can hear my words whenever you choose. Im so sorry it had to end this way, this terrible way…but get over it. =/. =p. lol, i know you will. 

final score. 

INIDANS : WON!!!! [duh, because were awesome]

GLASSES : ZERO!!!! [because i will always win, biotch]

Kool-aid is for kids
who live on the
Dangerous side
of life. The we
break walls
for a grand entrance
Dangerous kinda side
The people run
away screaming
Dangerous side.
Multiple combinations
of fruits equals
spectacular on
your taste buds
watch out because
anything to kool
is dangerous
like talking giant
juice jugs.
But still kool.
Kool kids drink
Kool-aid.

things to keep in mind.

1. Procrastination is how i work..at anything..like ..[to be continued]

2. I wear dirty jeans when i run out of clean ones, or when the ones i really want to wear are dirty. Undies some time too. =[. hehe.

3. I shave my legs once in a great while, not ever other day like i should.

4. I DO care how i look, all the time, when i look good, i feel good.

5. I'm terrible at putting on makeup. and often look like Frankenstein's bride to be, yes i could give Mary Shelley's characters a run for their money.

6. Google and Dictionary.com are my number one most used resources when i dont know what someone is talking about.

7. At least 50% of what i talk about has to do with me. and yes, i am self centered.

8. Anything that makes me laugh i will like. when it comes to laughter i'm an addictee.

[i laugh at mean things]

9. I have the memory of a Gold fish, and i refer to all of my friends to “that one dood” for the first three weeks of hanging out.

10. I spy on the neighbors, and read magazines front to cover when i get them [which is why i dont]

11. I enjoy threatening to beat people up, even though i would lose any battle i got into, because im a wimp.

12. I’m slightly bipolar. i think. and i cant make a solid decision and follow through with it.

13. I also enjoy dancing in my pantys and singing in the shower. I cant play my guitar to save my life. && i forget half of my great ideas before i can put them down on paper.

14. I probably act like a mom alot, not sure, but probably.

15. I love odd n random things, but when you stop to think about it, im really not much of either, im just as predictable as anyone else. like, i freaking die for good kisses. and cry during sad movies. and not sad movies.

16. I’m a really big baby and act like a spoiled brat, but most of the time try and pass off as a really analytical knower of all. once i get set on a point of view i wont budge. i can’t even make myself budge.

17. I love all animals and might be considered a hippie, without the grose things like dread locks and taking showers once every month. but i dont like wearing shoes.

18. 11 is my lucky number, and i dont know how thats a confession but there we go.

Even the words as i write this hesitate before entering the world.

Now it seems i have two different planets side by side that speak two different languages, and i alone am set to the task of making them reconnect.

The first one is planet earth, with all its people,glory, shame, ideas, and pictures upon it. It is the realm of constant-ly changing into the same.

The second is the one i have somehow created it is my ideas, thoughts, needs & wants. It is very opinionated and can be hard to persuade.

As i sit on my porch stairs i watch as a small glimpse of daily life travels by me. I sit and question the reasoning for what used to be part of my own daily procedure.

I’m trying to imagine myself back in that world, and as looking at a puzzles edges of how the individual pieces fit together you see that they all match up perfectly, but by color and design you can see that this piece does not belong there. Even when you zoom out and the picture is more diverse it still seems a bit off key.

The second planet is one strange and foreign, at least to anyone else reading this. On this foreign plant you should know that during the day the stars shine by way of eyes, and at night the sun does not go down, a symbol of peace and hope.

At times it is known that the two worlds will never coexist peacefully side by side, this is a fierce sign of chaos: when chairs are upturned and suspicion roams the lands below. every noise is a reason to jump, in fright, and every word a new plot for destruction These times are the troubled ones in which i now live. I alone am here to with stand the pain, help where it is needed and endure all great hardships. I am the one who must clam the tides of uncertainty and restore freedom.

  • My name is Shelley Michelle
  • I am currently a loner [because of circumstances]
  • I in general love people
  • I am a happy by nature girl under to much stress
  • weather or not you keep the “common area clean” has nothing to do with how polite a person is. not all polite people keep the “common area clean” completely.
  • Could this world handle any more stupidity? please do not associate my lazy cleaning habits with how nice i am to people. the two don’t decipher each other.
  • I miss living easy.
  • I want true happiness.

1. Some times when your so excited, you maybe should hide it. Not everyone can pull off being male and singing like a chick. ; )

2.If all else fails when you have a bunch of people over at your house, say fuck it, sit down and play video games. It works for almost anything too, don’t wanna do the dishes-video games, procrastinating homework- video games, ignoring your friends? – video games.

3. When your sister wont do any laundry just tell her she can’t wear your clothes any more, she’ll run out of pantys soon enough.

4. Piece of advise, I know cleaning sucks, even comparable to the worlds biggest balls kinda sucks, but you should clean so you don’t get a bug problem and then following that a spider infestation, which givin enough time will eventually attract mice or rats. not pretty. just clean, get it over with. kay?

5. The silent treatment will get anything out of somebody, use with caution though, you might lose them as a friend if abused, although if your trying to lose them it will only encourage drama. no fun.

6. If you name your cat bullet [or any other witty name implying greatness] he will eventually get tired of being hyper all day and sleep nonstop.

7. People will assume anything you let them, so say fuck it and prove their assumptions right before they get the chance to make it, like say doing random acts of kindness such as putting a rubber band around their sink hose. [for anyone who doesn't know thats a little sprayer next to the fosit in some house's it comes in handy in kitchen wars.]

8. The Discovery Channel is the best. well, after Youtube, and blasting music to piss off the neighbors that is.

9. Don’t ask. It’s easier to get forgiveness than get permission, especially when the rents have already said no. [this one is a bit clishe and over used, but it's a goodun none the less]

10. When no tums are available try 1tsp of baking soda[?] and some water, works wonders, even on the spins.

So, i don’t know what’s going to happen from here on out, but i’ve realized that- hey, you just can’t make every body happy, so right now shoot for yourself then along the way hopefully you can bring up some one else, and that will be THE ABSOLUTE BEST!!!!

but once someone makes up their mind all you can do is let them realize their mistake and help them out with they fall.

i just hope i can get that little bit of happiness back that i never had.

An old song by Fat Joe.

Dancing in a Camper with my old best friend Amanda and out other friends Jake And Sammy. The cute guy outside that i’d been hanging out with, and me trying to impress him. A sunny day in the summer, just messing around. Who doesn’t love those days?

To me that’s what that song will always be despite the fact that i don’t really like the lyrics now that I’ve sat down and listened to them.

That got me into thinking about how people remember things for different reasons. Most people i’ve heard remember things off emotion, and i could see how that works out, when your bored you don’t really remember that as much even though you might have spent more time doing something and being bored than having fun and doing something.

I like how if you talk to different people who were at the same show maybe even friends, doing the exact same thing you’ll get a different view point every time. That’s why i love talking to people.

& I heard once that when you remember something that every time you bring it back up it is different, because of your perception of it at the time, basically the way you think about things affects how you remember something.

ok, there’s the end of that weird and random thought. ‘

to think about.

1. To build a fire you do not need a stradigy guide.

2. Dark Cloud is a really time consuming easy game. I Love It. If you ever have to much spare time on your hands for an extended amount of time i recomend it. PS2 only [if your cool].

3. Drinking makes everything alot funnier. If you have a friend who wont really open up, take them drinking they’ll open up from laughter, and if not who cares cuz your to busy laughing your ass off to care.

4.short hair looks really bad in the morning no matter what, at least if its unhealthy stright hair.

5. when you lose one of your boots, turn your room upside down to find it, give up, then two days later find it the other boot will have vanished in the mean time.

6. i wish there was a 7/11 near my house. i could go for some good nachos and a slurpee right about now.

7. don’t move to a small town. just don’t.

8. sometimes it’s good to listen to the other voice, the one that says “dooo eiit” when your “good” half says otherwise. who defines good anyways?

9. some people will just never understand.

WOW!

so for all this time, i’ve been thinking that i would come back here and figure out what i want to do[here as in this little shit hole town] by process of elimination, by taking everything else out of my life that i thought was ok and then whatever i had left was going to be it. be me[in a certain way]. and then i started this blog because i was bummed that i STILL haven’t found one.

i mean i kinda play my guitar, video games are kinda fun, annoying people and destroying my rep is ok, but none of it really felt like it was me, just stuff i was doing to keep myself occupied and unbored. Then it freaking hit me. There is something i do everyday to create stuff, my own stuff, sometimes it is on the computer and most times not, but i do it when i have overwhelming frustration, not so much when im really hyper, or happy, but i’m trying to work that in. oh yea, to the point. ITS WRITE.

how could i not have seen this?? i do it every day, in a million different ways. just wow. it honestly took me this long to figure that out???? i mean, its right in front of me all the time. i’ll seriously even write on my leg if i have nothing else handy. WOW. JUST WOW. im amazed. FIVE MONTHS of me thinking i had nothing. [plus the last seventeen years of my life] but. yup. there it is. and now i’m good. YEY ME.