i’m giving you this umbrella and wishing you safety and love, but it is time we part ways. it has been a great journey.

i know what your thinking.

and if you are ever in need of a good song, but grow tired of fall out boy, i suggest Senses Fail, their best song and one i dedicate it to you, Calling All Cars.

hopefully, we at least had a few good laughs. it’s time however, to go back to real life.

-my last loves going out-NOW- hope ya caught em. peace.

Side Note: i know what your thinking, “i just shit my pants!!!” dood that sucks, good luck cleaning that out. Good bye my good friend, i will remember these times as pleasant ones, where sleep was foreign and laughs were often. Savor these last words of mine, until i become famous and you can hear my words whenever you choose. Im so sorry it had to end this way, this terrible way…but get over it. =/. =p. lol, i know you will. 

final score. 

INIDANS : WON!!!! [duh, because were awesome]

GLASSES : ZERO!!!! [because i will always win, biotch]

“Not Fair”!!!!

Do you remember way back in the day when you were younger and you didn’t get your way “not fair” was what you used to throw around at your parents to try and persuade them into joining your marvelous ideas? Then as time went on you realized that barley anything was “fair” and you got so pissed off and went into teenage rebellious mode. If you do, then you may have something to relate to me, because i am just coming out of it, and trying not to get pissed and shoot peoples heads off.

I’d go into details but its all just stupid stuff like letting my sister get away with everything, seeing her dirty laundry all over my floor because we’re both on a laundry strike, i mean, i can handle mine, but her racing strip undies…ew. She just pierced her nose, and she has way more freedom than i did, ok wait, thats not true, she’s just way LAZIER than i was i that age, i mean the reason my room was always a mess was that i was never in it and there for saw no reason to keep it squeeky clean. Plus she talks alot of shit about me and then is nice to my face, it pisses me off, ok she’s nice when the rents’ are here, other than that its “i do what i want”. ok, so, i guess that, i was actually kinda the same, just different facts, but gah, it’s just so weird with her all like how i was not so long ago, and how i dont know who i am at the moment, and i’m tired of having to be her mom because mine isn’t here. she’s difficult and i have no back bone when it comes to arguing with her, she’s got way to much dirt on me. there’s really nothing i can do except watch the damn show. its just so, NOT FAIR!!!

ok, so i know i just said i wouldn’t go into details…but you know, i just got carried away.

 

Side Note

• My name is Shelley Michelle
• I am currently a loner [because of circumstances]
• I in general love people
• I am a happy by nature girl under to much stress
• weather or not you keep the “common area clean” has nothing to do with how polite a person is. not all polite people keep the “common area clean” completely.
• Could this world handle any more stupidity? please do not associate my lazy cleaning habits with how nice i am to people. the two don’t decipher each other.
• I miss living easy.
• I want true happiness.